Aftermath: Toxic Groups and Relationships
Here are some common after-effects from toxic group membership or relationships. While the same group can be okay for some of its members, it can be utterly toxic for others. We are all different in our need for belonging, individuality, and level of self determination.
The same goes for relationships - a narcissist might target some partners more than others. Leaving either behind comes with a lot of challenges and takes time.
Thoughts keep circling in my head, I can't make them stop
I don't think I'm worthy of love
I have fears about the world ending, hell, karma or other punishment
Fear of making mistakes, difficulty making decisions
Sense of dread, anxiety and panic
Guilt for having left the group and leaving people behind
Guilt for living / enjoying life
An internalized voice criticizing or policing me
Strong beliefs and inner convictions that I didn't choose
Feeling responsible for others and their needs
Lack of boundaries, not sure when someone is violating mine
Difficulty connecting with other people
No sense of who I am, my identity outside of the group
Difficulty talking about and making sense of my experience
I feel depressed and find it difficult to function
I am very angry, there's so much rage
I have a hard time connecting to my emotions
I question my reasoning, how I make decisions
I put myself down
I still think in us-versus-them terms, who is the enemy now?
I daydream or just drift off, disconnect from my feelings
I feel like I have to be productive all the time, difficulty relaxing
I don't feel safe
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